As time goes by and I’ve had time to calm myself, reflect and look back at events that have happened, what could or might have been, and how things transpired, I’m more and more convinced that what happened was for the best.
I’m also thankful that it happened at a time where something could be done about it instead of being stuck a few years down the road and being even more miserable in the end and not having a way out.
Am I sad? Of course, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t. It’s always sad when the investment of your heart into someone doesn’t work out the way you want it to especially when you’ve put in years, but then again life is unpredictable and full of surprises. Thank God for friends who’ve been there to pick up the pieces and lend a listening ear when I needed it. True enough, you find out who your real friends are when the chips are down.
Did I lose out? No – if anything, I feel I’ve gained a better insight into myself and what I’m capable of over the past two months. I had previously been trying to please other people thinking that gaining their affection and approval was worth losing my character and personality for. However, I know now I’m worth more than I was made to feel like, and I’m not going to lose sight of that again.
A new sense of freedom and discovery awaits…can’t wait to see what’s in store!
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